The Larger Longing

400 years of spiritual darkness.

Perhaps it would be another 400. Who could know? From the last of Malachi’s prophesies, to the reign of Herod, God seemed silent.

The scarce faithful hoped quietly. Ordinary prayers, ordinary waiting. Nothing flashy enough to be recorded for all of the future church to read. And yet, a remnant still clung to the promise that through Abraham all would be blessed.

Zechariah and Elizabeth, advanced in years, surely believed the end of their lives weren’t far away. King Herod would continue ruling with an evil heart, and they wouldn’t live to see his successor.

Unfulfilled longing.

“They were both righteous in the sight of God, walking blamelessly in all the commandments and requirements of the Lord. But they had no child, because Elizabeth was barren, and they were both advanced in years.”

No children, and it was too late, of course.

This couple could have succumbed to bitterness. Lose hope. Believe nothing else was left for them in a land ruled by a wicked king of Judea. Become absorbed into the greater masses of those reveling in disobedience.

But they obeyed, treasuring their faith. Even if they would never hold their own baby, the Messiah would come someday. He would right the wrongs of oppression, wouldn’t He?

But one day, while Zechariah served in the temple, they were privileged to see the glimmer of light at the end of a dark tunnel. And Elizabeth’s barrenness itself weaved a thread of yet another miraculous birth in the line of David. The earth pined for what was close enough to touch.

“The whole world would be turned upside down. Lowly shepherds would see angelic messengers. The dead would taste life. Darkness would be snuffed. Proud King Herod would be outmaneuvered. Promises to Anna and Simeon would be fulfilled. Blind would see. Curtains would be torn in two.” —last year’s post

It started with an angelic messenger announcing their parenthood, after all these years, like a dawn after a treacherous night. Their son John would be the one to prepare the way for the Lord! In just six months, God was going to visit His people in the flesh.

“What made the angel’s news so good?” I asked the children in my class.

“Zecheriah and Elizabeth would finally have a baby!”

Oh yes. How much joy for Elizabeth to carry a baby for the first time, to enjoy the laughter, the hugs, the smiles of a precious little one. Earthly longing fulfilled. But this was just a fraction of Zechariah and Elizabeth’s happiness. The gloriousness of John’s humble life would prelude good news STILL YET to reach every corner of the earth, every tribe and every nation — these will be offered an abundance of blessing through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ!

Through Elizabeth’s miracle baby, in a broader sense, God was setting His stage for the ultimate provision of grace. This baby would herold GOD’S BABY, Emmanuel. He would use John to prepare a dark, sleepy people to receive the Light of the World and the Lamb who takes away the sins of Israel, and even the world.

“You will have joy and gladness, and many will rejoice at his birth,” the angel said, “For he will be great in the sight of the Lord; and he will drink no wine or liquor, and he will be filled with the Holy Spirit while yet in his mother’s womb.  And he will turn many of the sons of Israel back to the Lord their God. It is he who will go as a forerunner before Him in the spirit and power of Elijah, to turn the hearts of the fathers back to the children, and the disobedient to the attitude of the righteous, so as to make ready a people prepared for the Lord.”

As I have studied the stories in the Old Testament with my little class, I’m marveling how each account keeps pointing to His Son. A promise to Adam and Eve would be carried like a torch through the generations. His love and redemption brings joy to the world, and the wonders of His love reach as far as the curse is found.

Do you have joy and gladness? Have you received God’s perfect lamb as the substitute for the punishment your sin deserves?

Every reason to rejoice awaits you — when you are called by His grace, He grants the glories of His forgiveness.

We can’t look to the world for our hope. Even Zechariah and Elizabeth’s son would die at the hands of King Herod, but not before John accomplished the ministry God had for Him. He had preached the HOPE of the world as God intended. Hear the good news and believe.

The next day he (John) saw Jesus coming to him and said,

“Behold, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!”

John 1:29

We’re in another time of waiting right now, but Christ is coming back. Every wrong will be made right, and every tear wiped away. Each of our little and large longings will all be redeemed in the One we wait for — the Lamb! When He returns for His own, we will affirm like an anthem:

“the hopes and fears of all the years are met in Thee tonight.”

( Phillips Brooks )

Our Prayer-Answering God (when He says no)

The perfect father always listens and responds intentionally to our prayers with an answer. He is all-wise, so He knows when to grant our request, and He knows when a different, later time would best fit this request. He also chooses to answer “no” to our pleas with a reason in accordance with His will. His ways are higher than ours.

Continue reading “Our Prayer-Answering God (when He says no)”

Our Prayer-Answering God (when He says wait)

As we send up our petitions in Jesus’ name, He at times delights to answer “yes” to our prayers. At other times, He chooses to bring Himself glory by asking us to wait for our requests. His timing is perfect, and it’s possible to wait patiently in His strength.

“Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him; Do not get upset because of one who is successful in his way, Because of the person who carries out wicked schemes.” (Psalm 37:7)

What is God doing while we wait on Him? He is always moving. 

“In our barrenness, in the unanswered prayer,

we must know that God may be silent but he is never still.”  

Christine Hoover

While we wait, we keep on worshiping and drawing strength from Him. We keep on praying, too. God is pleased when we keep persisting. He likes to be approached with our pleas over and over. That’s exactly what the widow did with the judge in the parable in Luke 18. She kept persisting in her cause, and Jesus told this parable to show His disciples “at all times they ought to pray and not become discouraged” (Luke 18:1).  

We persist in our petitions not with a demanding, selfish motives for, “You ask and do not receive, because you ask with the wrong motives, so that you may spend what you request on your pleasures.” (James 4:3) Instead, we keep waiting and praying with a grateful heart, a heart dependent on Him, knowing He’s not the God who MUST, but He is the God who can if He chooses. In the waiting, our desires can become more aligned with His.

It’s a gospel picture to the rest of us. To keep praying in the waiting is like demonstrating, “I entrust this to You God, even if you don’t solve this problem, I know you’re able, and I know you can. Not my will but yours be done!” 

“Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial.” (James 1:12) Waiting seasons provide a beautiful opportunity to practice trust and faith in God.

Often our waiting on God is a trial. We can pray for years and years for a health issue we may have. Or we can pray for politics that feel so out of our control. We can pray for war-torn foreign countries. We can pray for the salvation of a sibling or for a wayward child. We can ask God for our deepest desires, for a husband or a child. And all that waiting is definitely a trial, because we’re feeling the absence of something good. This provides a chance for our faith to be fruitful and genuine.

“In this you greatly rejoice, even though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, so that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ; and though you have not seen Him, you love Him, and though you do not see Him now, but believe in Him, you greatly rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory.”

I Peter 1:6-9

May our waiting seasons be found to result “in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.” We wait on Him. Thankfully. Patiently and with hope. Because He also waits.

“Therefore the Lord longs to be gracious to you,

And therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you.

For the Lord is a God of justice;

How blessed are all those who long for Him.”

Isaiah 30:18

Our Prayer-Answering God (when He says yes)

There’s such good news about prayer – 1) It accomplishes much (James 5:16), 2) it gives us much-needed and enjoyable time spent with the Most High, 3) it changes our own hearts, 4) and He commands/calls us to pray because He loves to answer according to His will.

The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord, But the prayer of the upright is His delight…The Lord is far from the wicked, But He hears the prayer of the righteous.

Proverbs 15:8, 29

God always hears His children’s prayers. He hears our cries for help (Psalm 18:6). But do we always receive what we ask for when we pray? No, we don’t. “(God) works all things according to the counsel of His will” (Ephesians 1:11). His sovereignty rules over all (Psalm 103:19).

Because He KNOWS all things and has all the power, He always answers our prayers with what is best! He works everything together for our good, and for His glory. He is the safest place to entrust our requests to, because He knows exactly what to do with them.

Sometimes He answers yes, other times He asks us to wait, or in other cases, he withholds what we asked Him for. But we still pray. And in those moments of waiting for our answer, we recognize WHO we pray to.

One of His names He’s given for us is – ABBA FATHER. Romans 8:15 says, “For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, ‘Abba! Father!'”

What an intimate title! John Macarthur wrote, “When you pray, start out this way: ‘Daddy, Papa.’” That, by the way is still used today in Hebrew-speaking families – a term of tender affection, family love – and rabbis used to note that the first words that a child ever uttered were abba and imma.”

Let me ask you this. Is anything too big, too silly, or too little for a daughter to talk to her Father about? No, a good father delights to listen to his child, and give her what He knows is best for her. 

We have a literal father-daughter relationship with King. 

Sometimes He gets glory by answering YES to our requests

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.

Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!”

Matthew 7:8-11

This passage breathes hope into our prayer lives. A good father is a good gift giver. Earthly fathers should be a little glimmer of our Perfect Father.

Since we don’t pray perfectly, the Holy Spirit intercedes on our behalf with groanings too deep for words. He helps us pray according to His will! 

Prayer changes things, because God incorporates our prayers into His sovereign plan. “Prayer is what He uses to do what He does.” (MacArthur)

When a good gift drops in our life, no matter how big or little, it’s not a coincidence. It’s from the Gift giver (James 1:17). Often He delights us with good gifts, even before we ask. He’s so gracious. I don’t pray for my next breath, yet He is faithful to give it.

When He answers yes to our prayers, what a privilege to be part of God’s ministry all over the world. We can effectively participate in places all over the globe, and homes all over your state, and in hearts of people we don’t even know, simply by talking to God about them. 

There are many instances of God answering the prayers of people throughout Scripture. Here are just a few:

“Noah prayed, his family was rescued. Hannah prayed, Samuel was born. Asa prayed, victory was won. Isaiah prayed, the Assyrians fell. Esther prayed, her people were saved. Elijah prayed, fire fell from heaven. Jesus prayed, thousands were fed. God answers prayer!”

Dustin Benge

He is pleased when we continue to come to Him with childlike faith and childlike requests. In the many ways we see Him answering “yes” to the prayers of the saints, we have amble material to constantly praise God for His mighty works.


One generation shall praise Your works to another, And shall declare Your mighty acts.

Psalm 145:4

If you have trusted in Christ as your Savior, take great delight in praying. He has given us boldness to approach the throne of grace. A throne of undeserved favor!

“Jesus paid it all. I mean all. He not only purchased your forgiveness of sins and your ticket to heaven, He Purchased every blessing and every answer to prayer you will ever receive.” 

Jerry Bridges 

Next in the series: Our Prayer-Answering God (when He says wait)

What’s On Your Mind?

Are you ever just overwhelmed with concerns? Maybe you can’t sleep as your thoughts rattle around like the mop head in the dryer. Should I buy that supplement? How can I help that person who’s struggling? What will I make for dinner if those mushrooms went bad? Did I ever cancel that subscription? Oh, I forgot to research how much water dahlias need! How did I come across in that conversation? Is that guy spraying poisonous bug spray in the street? *Cough*

Honestly, I wasn’t even sure where my prayer notebook was when my mom shared how she was re-committing to a journaling idea for the summer.

Since I was feeling a little overwhelmed, I decided to join her.

It hasn’t been long, but this daily practice already helped shake me out of spiritual drowsiness and increased my desire for intimacy with God. I look forward to this time each day! I’ve found myself opening my Bible more throughout the day, when before I would have reached for my phone.

God invites us to, “Pour out your heart before Him” (Psalm 62:8).

Six Things

First, open your journal and write down three things you’re thankful to God for. This causes me to reflect and acknowledge the worth of the King. It’s worshipful. What gifts of grace did He shower on me? Often, my “three things” are prompted by a Scripture text I just read and hope to keep dwelling on.

Maybe, if it’s at the end of the day, you can write three ways you saw God’s goodness bestowed anew. As it becomes a habit, you’ll search and expect to see God’s character displayed in your ordinary routine.

“O children of God, seek after a vital experience of the Lord’s lovingkindness, and when you have it, speak positively of it; sing gratefully; shout triumphantly.”
— Charles Spurgeon

The second part of the journaling challenge is simply to write down three things that are on your mind. What’s troubling you? What’s keep you from sleeping, or causing you to fret? Talk to God about them.

“Are you weary, are you heavyhearted?
Tell it to Jesus,
Tell it to Jesus;
Are you grieving over joys departed?
Tell it to Jesus alone.” –Jeremiah Eames Rankin

The Lord has listened patiently over the last few weeks to all that’s been on my mind. All of it. He doesn’t mind when it gets repetitive, as one heartcry keeps surfacing to the top. He’s there for the prayers about supplements, about financial decisions, about the dinners. He is intimately acquainted with all our ways, and works in all the details of our days — big or small.

“Casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.” –I Peter 5:7

Writing six little prayers like this (or any other format) will help us “seek God earnestly” in a dry and weary land where there isn’t any water! My soul is satisfied when I cast all the cares and complaints on Him. Then I can truly just rest in Him and enjoy giving Him praise.